A Life With Birds
Burrowing Owls
As this new year begins, so does that universal hope that things will change across the globe.
We got in my vehicle, the USS Betty White, and drove to one of the most unusual places in the US, a forgotten resort town left to rot in the middle of the desert. The Salton Sea is a fascinating area both environmentally and culturally speaking. It had been several years since my last visit. And it was Gordon's first visit. We drove to Indio from Phoenix and stayed the night. Early the next day, we got up before the sunrise to begin our difficult challenge.
Brown Pelican
The moon rose up over the snow covered mountains. It was a beautiful site even if there were several outdoor bathrooms blocking some of the view. The Salton Sea is a mix of decay and dust, inhabited by some of the most colorful human characters. It was once an oasis; now forgotten except by only a few.
We found our Garganey. I found my spirit again. And from the ashes, I felt reborn like the Phoenix. This bird will always be linked to the end of this sad covid time.
Garganey
For years, I wrote for my blog LAS AVENTURAS. which was about the adventures of a Spanish speaking teacher searching for new birds. During covid, I discovered that it wasn't always about finding new birds. In fact, I found myself comforted and surrounded by my regular feeder birds during our time in quarantine. For the first time in over 20 years, I did not fly. I stayed home to create my own nature lodge in our little world. And it still continues.
Time is fleeting. In fact, it is too late now to see my friend Sydney again. Kathie and I both were going to visit her in October last year but the pandemic continued on. She passed away in December. Our story is not done. There is a pilgrimage that I will make. It is what she would have wanted me to do.
Over the years, I discovered that I can write about bird facts like everyone else, but it's our personal stories with them that matter the most. I received my first dose of the vaccine. And I see somewhat of a future again. As I re-emerge, I am not the same person. How could any of us be? The Garganey allowed me to breathe again. When I saw that bird, a lot of the pent up emotions that I didn't know I had inside, resurfaced. No more bullshit. It feels like a new chapter of my life.
Nice blog. Not easy to find. This version is very sleek. Are you gonna pay tribute to Las Aventuras with one more blog or are you going to keep posting there? Not as many viewers as well here is that intentional? Am I the first commenter?
ReplyDeleteAny how, glad you started blogging again. Entropy is the driving force in this universe and once you except that, grab some popcorn take a seat and watch the world burn. Put out the little fires around you, but don't lash out at the big ones you cannot put out. Enjoy the world while it lasts try to get rid of your stress and get used to humanization of the world. Don't forget who you were. Starting again is great, looking forward to future posts to come.
Best regards...Boris
Thank you so much for finding the blog. I worked on the design to make it a little more professional so I'm glad you like it. And yes! You are the first commenter!
DeleteI am in a phase now where I need to let off some steam. I'm still very angry with a lot of things so I need a safe place to write. Las Aventuras has a lot of traffic and I will write for it again but only after I've done some healing. Too many organizations read it and I'm just wanting out of the spot light right now. I still love writing and doing my work but this year is about healing. I am taking quiet treks alone into the wild this year instead of leading groups etc. I just need a break. So I bird with friends or alone.
Thank you for the advice and you are right about all of it. It's just hard to watch. I just need to let it go, but I care deeply about our wildlife here. I have some very personal blogs this year that I haven't released yet because I am in the process of planning for these trips along with several others. I am so looking forward to getting out into the field again internationally.
I really appreciate your thoughtful comments. It's nice to know that there are a few people who are reading. I am focusing on getting my mental and physical levels back to a new normal again. It has been a positive experience. Thank you again for taking the time to find the blog. I will be doing some field work in Seattle, WA, the Darien Gap in Panama, Wisconsin, San Diego, Colombia and Cape Verde, West Africa this year. So my birding year is about to really kick off. I hope it'll provide some useful info. Take care.
Heal well, my friend.
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